how i wish.....~

have been working for almost 1 year housemanship

bored

everyday need to wake up early, doing rounds, seeing patient, explaining to patient and their family, getting scold by boss/MO, oncalls with sickening patients whom bearing the pain throughout the day which eager to be admitted to ward only at night and never see doctor in daytime, being bullied by the senior staff nurses and the PPK which are lower ranking in the health system, worked with lousy colleague which also get the same paid with you and need to cover their ass job..

being a doctor really need patience and patience~

how i wish i can release myself from this suck life

how i wish i can get away to far far place where only me alone and no need to entertain those sickening human

sometime i depressed till i wish to end my life
luckily still having my family who so kind to listen to my grumbling

how i wish my life will be better~