~白咖啡的香~

tips to do locum

2009-11-07T13:02:00.004+08:00

everyone is talking about locum..locum=money
so how to do locum? i have no idea
perhaps someone who is the expert may want to share the skills and tips how to be a good locum here...
anyone who is experience in doing locum , pls do leave some comments here
thx...

life sucks in new posting

2009-11-06T14:01:00.004+08:00

going back to the ward round life...it's sucks

need to wake up in the morning , do rounds, wait for specialist to round, do ward work, clerk new case and pretend to be humble to SN though i'm damn humble and polite....what a stupid life..

somemore some weirdo implemented some weird rules which treat us like immature kids...
alot of cunning people using their tongue to twist and nid perfect lies accusing others just to cover their ass and never repent themselves...
wish their tongue necrotic in one days or fibrosed their vocal cord..hahha
new batch HOs act like they are damn hardworking but actually they are inefficient as they spend more time but just to complete a minor thing
amazingly shock about this department, may be it's due to medicolegal stuff
and i also learn many things from these rotten sickening humankind so that i wont be the same

mirrors shd be hanged in their clinics or wards so that they can look into their ugly face and weak points and make some improvents rather than using their power/rank just to cover their ass / as a show off to their subordinates which really embarrasing us as a doctors.
just wish time flies and i learn the most and then leave this department fast...

享受现在这一切。。

2009-10-03T17:54:00.003+08:00

工作一年多了，接触许多不同的人，也把人生看开了许多，不再执著无畏的东西，放松心情接受享受每一刻人生，不让青春白费。。

在唇舌讥战中找到一片宁静。。。
在污泥腐败中坚持着良知。。。

不随波逐流。。。
活出自己。。。。

sad to be alone~

2009-08-09T18:19:00.003+08:00

my sis is getting married end of this year or next year...it's my younger sis :(
while i still alone, never have a lover and neither being dated...
i tin it's a revenge as i rejected once before...and now i'm the one being rejected...
why i'm always being ignored? why i'm always best friend of other gals' bf?
am i too bad?or too boyish?or losing my feminism?
and why i always being so insensitive?
why ppl's bf always say ,"u din giv me a chance also, how am i going after u?" but actually they did nothing at all?i just tin that they r just bluffing~
sometimes, felt depressed especially driving back home alone in the dark midnight~
may be i'm destined to be single in my life...

ETD MOs sucks~

2009-08-07T05:25:00.004+08:00

Good ETD MOs in my hospital left only 3: Dr S, Dr Az(pregnant) and Dr Anz(pregnant)...others(not pregnant) suck~

as a HO, u r destined to be bullied~
working at ETD is the worst among all the posting but u r rewarded with a personal life..haih got pros and its cons :(

i really hate working the night shift with those MOs that just exploit HOs to the maximum!!
previously i thought laziness gene is inherited in the same race but actually is not at all..i finally met a very very lazy MO in this hospital, DR A.K !

that night, he asked me to cover the yellow zone while my HO fren and i tried to clear up the long queue in the green zone so that all of us can take rest earlier before any nightmare comes..
shockingly,there was just 2 pts in the yellow zone and he just sat that playing the computer game and expecting me to clerk those pts which he could just handle them within 5 mins but he just refused to do it~
"dump ur fren in green zone lar..let her settle..u can rest here in yellow zone,"he said in grin when i finished settling the 2 pts and wanted to help my fren in green zone.???why got such lazy dr??ignore him~he just continued playing his game..
i continued clerking green zone pts in yellow zone while there was no yellow zone's pt.

pts started pouring in the ETD in the different zones when night came~
" come to red zone help me, there are 4 pts~" he ran to yellow zone,asking me for help~WTF??!!the 4 pts in red zone, 2 of them were from yellow zone which i already settle all the clerking and investigations~what he needed to do is just to pass over to the speciality MO oncall..this he also needs my help?
so who's going to handle the yellow zone which 6 beds was filled up continuously?
the answer definitely is Me again~
i ignored him as i was buzy handling the yellow zone~
he also pretended to be bz in red zone~
after he settled his red zone, he just sat at the counter of yellow zone playing his game and surfing his internet and ignored Me alone bz clerking pts in yellow zone~
whenever a new pt entered yellow zone, he will run away or go to observation zone to settle those stable pts..

the whole night, me and my fren worked like zombie,finally cleared up all ETD pts at 4am and what my MOs did in the night...nothing compared to us~
i settled all the yellow zones pt in that night
my fren settle all the green zones pt~
that night red zones pt is 2 only~which were handled by my dear MOs

1 pt presented with drowsy and vomiting post fall at home, reached yellow zone while i was buzy with another pt..this Dr A.K asked the staff nurse to put drip and give IV maxolon to stable the pt and continued playing his game~
" i go to bath okay~that vomiting indian lady i havent clerked yet~u just go and clerk her okay~anythg just call my hp," he ordered me when he saw me finished settling the pt..oh gosh, i tot he already clerked that pt and ordered the neccessary investigations..what the hell he wanted to bathe in 3am??he just took HO as granted~
when i saw that pt, it was so obviously pt had a stroke and BP was damn high which might be a hemorhagic stroke and this DR A.K just reluctant to see the pt which he could just have ordered a emergency CT brain immediately and the result would be available long time ago~
when he came back rom his bath, i presented the case and the CT brain result and my plan of management. he said,"all the pts are urs~what u decided to do is up to u~just write there seen by me.."huh!!he was so irresponsible~

working with such Mos is sickening~
Dr E and Dr A, bosses of ETD alwayz complained HOs do nothing in casualty compared in wards..they allocates HOs to be in triage, procedure room and somemore OSCC~SN complaint HOs do not taking blood and setting line for pts in ETD and they wanted to boycott us fromm helping us~
i really hate those ETD settings..nobody knows how HOs life in casualty, other department HOs are jealous about our life here but they dont know that we are doing MA's, SN's, MO's jobs~
somomore those locum MOs who are paid RM 80 per hour asked us to cover them in green zone and the money is goin to their pockets~

i just cant bear with those ppl who are lazy~
u are entitled to have a rest when u settle ur job~u want to play game /sleep is up to u..i wont care..
y those MOs who are fathers and mothers already still so irresponsible about their work~wont they feel embarassed being a lousy MO which will be looked down by their HOs??they just being ignorance
i wont tolerate any laziness in work~pts' life is important and we are responsible to them as we are addressed as dr~
nvm~i'm awaiting for next mth oncall ~those lousy MOs will have their lousy HOs working cooperatively struggling thru the night call for next mth..

the happiest movement during HOship

2009-08-07T04:50:00.006+08:00

emergency posting is such a heaven gift to me as i finally have a personal life as a HO..
never thought that spending time with great friends is such enjoyable..
kinda regret those years back in uni i never had a chance to enjoy outing with my uni friends and appreaciate it~

may be i'm too lonely..
away from family, friends are the only source of moral support at workplace..
i learn how to appreciate friendship and how amazing life would be surrounded by all best friends aka colleagues which share the same ambitions and destinations..
hopefully we all will be great physicians or surgeons in future...

life in casualty

2009-06-15T19:47:00.001+08:00

life as a HO alwaz sucks...

last night i worked night shift..my 2 MO's were sleeping in their dreams and i'm the one settle those admission..nowadays many psychiatric patient turned up in the early morning just to seek treatment for the symptoms already appeared for ages...what so emergency about it~i found out that the public really abusing the meaning of emergency !!!

1st case: baby presented with crystalline urine
i reassured the parents that it's just crystalline urine, nothing to worried about the kidney.the parents were not satisfied and somemore telling me that the baby seems to be pale after the "hematuria"(bloody urine) and yet the baby was active and pink in front of me..oh my goodness, nowadays parents seem to have munchausen's by proxy(parents creating symptoms for their baby just to get attention). when i said the baby is going to be admitted to ward, they was so happy..really stupid parents, never thought that their baby was extremely healthy now had to stay with those sick children in the ward..

2nd case: young lady in comatose state
20+yo young lady brought in "uncosncious" state ...reluctant to open her eyes even though i pressed hard on the sternum(to assess GCS level) and Dextrostix(capillary blood sugar) was normal..my experienced MO already know the spot diagnosis--post-hypoventilation, he made a small trick and the patient had to open her eyes even though how she had been faking doing it for the past few minutes. on further questioning, she had quarrel with her father and she forced herself to hyperventilate..gila patient!!!

3rd case: young man with gum pain
initially i thought of mumps but when i saw the patient walking in without painful facial expression, i found abit weird. i asked him to open his mouth and saw a big ulcer sitting at the gum there, i was in rage..why people thought doctor is so free to be a dentist?a gum ulcer ...pleaselah, u can apply bonjela cream and it should be common sense that this is not emergency case!!!throughout the consultation, i had to suppress my anger and told him what to treat the ulcer he had.

4th ..100th case: MC ...MC...MC
since medical student till now, i never had a chance to get MC even though i was having high grade fever with chills and rigors..
nowadays, people use MC as an excuse to getaway from work, school and many other unacceptable reason.. i can diagnose a patient whether he is coming for MC or really truly fall sick by just seeing the facial expression..
i had 1 patient ..he was complaining everywhere pain and yet there's no suggestive signs and symptoms and also lab results was normal..in the end, he said he want 3 days MC's..damn insulting.sorry for those seeking MC's patients,I'm very stingy in giving MC's as i'm still not well trained to write MC's even though i had struggling through 5 years medical study~

haih..kinda disappointed with the casualty department without filtering those unwanted so-called emergency stuff...

i hate everything in my life~

2009-04-25T13:28:00.004+08:00

recently had cut my hair short then lots of unlucky stuffs just appeared continuously within 1 weeks time~which made my life unbelievable horribly suffering

ever since i've been transfered up to melor 1, my life sucks~

1st incident:
oncall with 1 senior MO who is damn not thoughtful, insisted to get things done fast~
trace results fast
clerk case fast
everything fast
and yet she is sleeping inside MO's room soundly and me clerking case tiringly in the ward~
just missed 1 blood result being traced...she's shouting at me for that~
and the whole night ...the management for the child is totally wrong even though i informed her the result abit late~
the specialist blamed her and she put all her anger towards me~
since then, every single mistake i made or not mine is considered a big mistake i made~what a bitch she is~

2nd incident:
my colleage dr s got pissed off with me because of not waiting for her to dabao food together~
what a childish act ~
for those working in paediatrics under Dr K will always have to eat fast when it's free because of TDS rounds and her mis--time management~
that morning, she was stuck with a case together with dr K(MO),i approached her to ask whether want to go down and dabao not, she din answered but silently wish that i would wait for her after that case being clerked~
i din wait for her as who knows Dr K might be doing round unexpectedly~
quickyly, my colleague and i went down dabaoing the food without her~ but of cause, dabao for her as well~
when we returned to ward, she wasnt appreaciate the food and yet throwing tempered at me as why i din wait for her? she refused the food and also din want to talk to us for just that small little matter~
what she wants actually? belongingship?
we are just colleague or may be a normal friend~
we are not that close until can address us as good friends
and please dun be such childish until acting as if we are primary school children~
we are mid 20's reaching 30's soon
i know u dun have boyfriend and i oso single ...but i'm not lesbian okay..
i will treat every colleague as friends but nobody will be so easily becomes my good friend or best friend as i just wont treasure them~

i can mix well with every human with different characters but please dun expect me to be ur good frend~

i just love to work alone and be alone and dun ever intervene my life unless i give permission~

3rd incident: i broke rules and causing every paeds HO losing their precious weekend leave~
today , i supposed to have happy family reunion as my brother just came back from US after leaving us for 4 months
i always prioritised my family as 1st place in my life~
even though my mother always giving me wet blanket and critisizing for every single decision i made
~my attire~my hairstyle~everything which made me damn want to leave my family away
but i cannot do so as i love my family very much even though they are not supportive with their conservative mindset~

today i just din turned up for work and my Boss Dr T was searching for me and pissed of with my "irresponsible" disappearance~
i already applied weekend leave few days away and i just dunno how to check whether it's approved or not and i oso just din bothered about it ~
the whole paeds HO were pissed of with me as they deprived of weekend off for the next month because of my selfish act~

damn feeling guilty now~
truly speaking, i'm the person who just cant breath under lot's of rules~
i dun like rules and like to break them~
please lah~weekend off is the rights of every single dr's
i really dun like being a dr
dr actually is like the maids in the health system~
how i wish i dun be a dr~
but if not being a dr, wat else i can be? i will be a begger as i dun have other skills to earn a living...wat to do?!

how i wish my life will be end soon
if i died, i tin i wont regret oso as my life is not meaningful anyway~
i'm just orang gaji for everyone only~

how i wish.....~

2009-03-24T09:55:00.004+08:00

have been working for almost 1 year housemanship

bored

everyday need to wake up early, doing rounds, seeing patient, explaining to patient and their family, getting scold by boss/MO, oncalls with sickening patients whom bearing the pain throughout the day which eager to be admitted to ward only at night and never see doctor in daytime, being bullied by the senior staff nurses and the PPK which are lower ranking in the health system, worked with lousy colleague which also get the same paid with you and need to cover their ass job..

being a doctor really need patience and patience~

how i wish i can release myself from this suck life

how i wish i can get away to far far place where only me alone and no need to entertain those sickening human

sometime i depressed till i wish to end my life
luckily still having my family who so kind to listen to my grumbling

how i wish my life will be better~

I'M YOURS

2009-01-25T20:57:00.009+08:00

Just hope that i'm yours forever and ever~
miss those time we do revision together before my end posting exam~
wish to listen to ur violin song which melted ppl heart~
hope that i'm the one and only u'll play this song~

reedit(jun09):
no longer waiting for u to confess...
i tin we can still bcome good friends

I'm in ortho posting~

2008-11-18T19:42:00.004+08:00

now is my second posting~time really flies~i've been working for the past 5 months of medical slave..

after saying goodbye to medical posting, i was initially glad that i'm being posted to this ortho posting as everybody claimed that it's the most "senang" posting but it's not actually after i started the 1st day active call.

During my 1st call, admission seems like diarrhoea to the ward,i have to cover 2 wards in a night running hell like headless chicken where my active MO and 2nd call are stuck in the OT and i have to depend on my own and also help from experienced staff nurses.

SPINAL SHOCK SYNDROME--came in at 11pm and I was taking the case easily without informing my MO as not thinking that it's actually an emergency case. luckily my stuff nurse sms my 2nd call MO secretly. I was shocked that seeing my 2nd call MO attended the pt stat within 10mins after i finish taking the pt blood and clerking the history.It is emergency!!!i felt very embarrassing that i was unable to recognise which is emergency and which is not~but luckily pt health is not endangered with the delayed 10 mins treatment.

i found out that oncall=emergency. one should learn how to recognise and deal with emergency~i'm still learning~hope that one day i can be independent and handle emergency case calmly

避风港不见了

2008-09-25T10:38:00.003+08:00

还有2年得呆在外头生活~算算我已7年离乡背井

偶尔回家但已感受不到家的温暖。。

我的衣服书本都已打包在盒子里~

家里的任何一个角落都看不到属于我的东西。。。

与家人谈天好像和陌生人谈天。。

心里的寂寞伤悲沮丧只能往肚里吞

一切一切都变得陌生

属于我的避风港已不在了。。。

当医生的第三个月

2008-09-02T07:30:00.003+08:00

累累累。。。

我第一个posting : medical posting-
当我的学长知道时，他祝我好运~
当我踏进ward时，护士们祝我好运~
DR SUNITA 人人听到她的大名，就连10KM远的亚罗市打医院的工作人员都闻知丧胆~她是我的大大老板。。

头两个月我没WORK DIRECTLY UNDER 她，天天在WARD逍遥自在过着HONEYMOON 的生活~

第三个月我被调去她的ward,天天过着提心吊胆的生活但我进步很多，生活过得很充实~

现在接近最后一个月了，开始很舍不得medical posting~我的mo~my colleague~my staff nurse

很庆幸的，我学了很多很多PROCEDURE~我最爱的cvp line insertion:long,short,femoral catheterization

但在这MEDICALPOSTING 里天天都得带着假面具做人，天天防备被人陷害，好人坏人都很难分辨~
有些人为了再BOSS面前争宠失去了做医生的身份，失去了好友，失去了行医的目的~
若我再呆久点，我也会在这游戏中迷失了自我~
人际关系真难搞~

冒用澳门赌场名义的诈财电话集团卷土重来！！

2008-06-06T08:26:00.004+08:00

一星期前有天下午正当我外出时，我妈手机接了一通无名的电话，对方是个口音很重中国腔的中年男子号称是威尼斯人度假村酒店的工作人员想做个电话访问并向我介绍了该集团是什么什么来的，他啰里啰唆地说了一大堆。他又问我是否曾留意中国报有该集团的报道，我说我家没订阅也不曾留意什么威尼斯人。他又说他们将会在大马langkawi投资度假村，啰里啰唆的又说了一大篇，我随便听听，反正车程还有一段时间又不是我的电话费，让他讲到他满意。他要了我的姓名地址，堤防心不高的我也随便简单给了。

隔三天，同一个人又打来。他说它公司将会在KL MID VALLEY 5月6日下午3.30举办推广礼并邀请之前乐意与他公司做电话访问的公众前来参礼而且该公司将会在该盛事上颁幸运抽奖，他给了我的幸运抽奖号码要我记录下来。他还说ASTRO凤凰台会现场直播这场推广礼并会在荧幕上宣布得奖的幸运编号，要我留意这直播，因为要是抽中的话，该制作单位会立即与我联系。他顺道询问我是否能抽空出席，我回答我家在槟城不可能出席的，他说没关系只要我留意电视节目就好。我心想我家又没有安装ASTRO，唉，要是得了幸运抽奖我也不知道啦，算了吧。是我的钱就是我的，不是我的即使得到了始终也不会是我的。。。

5月6日下午，一位女子打来，电话显示0302，电话背景传来的杂音像在浩大聚会当中，她说我在他们的百万富翁幸运抽奖中抽到一份礼物，问我是否在MID VALLEY能否前来领取这份奖品，我不疑有它说我不能出席，她说她需要记录我无法出席的原因，看看公司能否保留着份奖品给我，我说家在槟成谎称要事缠身无法抽空参礼。她说奖品部门的工作人员迟些与我联系。算了吧，我不曾得过什么幸运抽奖，也不可能那么幸运的，即使抽到我，奖品也不肯定属于我的啦~妈说我妙想天开，这可能是诈财电话呢。。

昨天，同一个男子打来，电话显示0302，询问我是否有出席或观看昨天电视上的直播，好像明知故问的又滔滔不绝的形容了那推广礼有多盛大还邀请了本地名模榭丽萍道来观礼。。这是电话另一端传来另一个电话响声，他要我稍等一会儿，我久等啰，反正我又是坐着车闲空得很。电话传来他和另一名得奖者说她得到的一部数码相机将在半小时内送到府上，bla..bla..bla。。我不等了因为觉得他很没礼貌要我等他讲完别人的电话，盖了电话。过后他又来电说为何我不稍等他盖了他的电话，我直接说有什么事吗，心想我的幸运将要领的话别人也领走了啦，他要了我的幸运编号一遍询查下我的奖品是否有保留下来，又要我稍等。。他说我得了什么三奖，告诉我是美元5千，现在委托大马罗什么的律师保管储存在伦敦的一家银行，需要我的个人资料来办些手续等我领取。。

我真得很怀疑了，我问他其实他的公司英文拼写是什么，他从哪里打来的，他的总公司在哪里，大马是否有设分公司，为何不寄给我支票，伦敦哪家银行。。。一连串的问题他都迎刃而解-他说英文不好随便拼了给我，他说他从香港分公司打来，总公司是澳门什么威尼斯人什么娱乐场，大马还未设分公司，银行提款比较方便，伦敦RPS银行bla..bla..bla的没完没了。。我说香港分公司哪里，他逃避没回答我，让我疑心更大。但要是他说得出，香港地图在家里，我就无法确定他是否骗我了~刚巧我目的地到了，我没空谈下去，要他11点再打来。

看看我的时钟11正，他的确打来了。香港该有时差的嘛??。。我接了电话，他说我不需负任何的手续费，一切由主办单位负责，只要我的个人资料而已。我看看他玩什么把戏，给了我的姓名生日日期。当他问我的工作时，我说医生，他有点吓倒，我奇怪。。我觉得他其实是要骗我妈的，哪里知道变成我。他该不会已查好受骗者的背景吧??~其实我妈更不好骗..他问到我的身份证号码时，我骗他说我现在很忙，要他明天再打电话来。看看今天他会打电话来吗??

我一回到家立即上网查看，其实原来之前已经有人投诉过这种诈财手段了，看这里：- 冒用澳门赌场名义，跨国老千电邮诈财老千集团设假网站，冒澳门赌场名义诈财！

现在只是换汤不换药，用电话诈财~我向该公司求证了，他们回复如下。我不会报警啦以免惹事上身~

**最新消息：他刚刚又打来了~他向我要了身份证号码与银行户口。我没回答他，反问他的总公司address& 电话号码，他好像有备而来--香港北角渣华道191号21楼，电话：0085261924677。。我说我在忙，叫他迟些再来电！！他最后没来电到~

wait till 24 April

2008-04-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

recently,my eyes are not so well, vision abit blurred, thus didnt online to update my blog. sorry for those visit my blog finding me abit lazier lately.

however, please wait till April 24. i'll be posting great stuff to share with my pals here as I'll be going to HK for a week~

Condolesces to my senior Khor Kiang Seong who passed away in a MVA on 31st MArch. Life is short and do live out it meaningfully so that you wont regret when you died. Drive slowly and be patient on the road~

Happy hols to my batchmates who are enjoying their important spare time before working life starts. meet you guys in May again~

A level ex-students plz help me!~

2008-03-26T18:56:00.002+08:00

考过A level 的考生，可以告诉我这考试的syllbus是如何的？如何应付这个考试？请给我留言。。谢谢！！

出国哪里便宜又好玩？

2008-03-26T18:12:00.002+08:00

喜爱旅游的bloggers,你们曾到国外哪里玩玩？有什么好介绍吗？哪一个旅行社是好评的？小妹budjet 低于 RM 5k.帮帮我忙吧~

有时候不由得不相信

2008-03-21T08:54:00.003+08:00

大家诚心的向主祷告时，我真的不得不相信耶稣的力量。当我看到Prof George的时候，我的心已安稳许多~是不是主的安排？！虽然口试时我有些不回答，我相信我定会过关的…

我曾是顽皮的孩子，曾经背叛主的爱，否认他所作的一切，过我爱过的生活，根本就是其他教友眼中无可救药的基督徒。。

然而，每当我欲跌到时，是他及时伸出他的双手扶住我，让我重新站起来，向未来看齐。。把我重新感动，把我拉回他的身旁。我知道主为何要让我跌倒了--他要提醒我该如何做个负责任的好医生，用我的双手去拯救生命，好让每个人脸上都是挂着微笑。。

跌倒是好事，当你重新站起时，你心中就会永远记得跌到时是那么难受，你永远不会再跌到了。

主，我不得不承认你的大爱，你的道你的理永远都是那么正确的。愿我能用我的双手去让每个生命活中都有你的爱。

五年大学生涯就此结束。。好怀念那些点点滴滴。。

野蛮奶奶2的男女主角~

2008-02-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

周杰伦的四手联弹

2008-01-13T13:13:00.000+08:00

两个人肩并肩的四手联弹
两心相依的共谱一段恋曲。。。

曾经你老爱陪伴在我身边
八卦实事秘密两口谈不停
当友情欲越过爱情那条线
止步使我独自徘徊在那端
多年的时光那线更模糊了
你我世界虽已不属同一圈
偶尔还是会怀念你的声音

希望我学会钢琴四手联弹时
身边的座位是暖的。。

杨宗纬

2008-01-13T06:05:00.000+08:00

他是星光大道永远的冠军~虽然他的样貌与歌声不搭，虽然他曾辫了无心的谎言，虽然他参赛半路退出，他的声音永远是那么打动人心，一首淡淡无奇的歌从他口就能唱出动人的心旋。。

要是你还没听过他的歌声，这就是你要得！

01.让
多想要找到一丝挣扎在你脸上
可是你美得冷得淡得像月亮
等著你的那辆车灯闪一下
像催你草草断了我们的过往
　　
约好要每年回到初拥吻的地方
划一个记号写下相恋的感想
等明年我剩一个人坐在堤防
该唱首什么歌来纪念爱的傻
　　
让你逃亡又让你回航
让你依赖我也让你倔强
只要你微笑带一点感动的泪光
我就得到可以再给的力量

我让你飞翔又让你说谎
我让你苛求我也让你奢望
我还以为爱就是要体贴的退让
我们一起盖的罗马
你却跟他拆了城墙
踩过我用挚爱建筑的天堂 [写得太棒了！！]

太绝对的爱变成了活该
朋友要我责怪我却只想重来
也许这叫爱

多少日子盖的罗马
你用一夜拆了城墙
踩碎我曾经让你栖息的胸膛
　
　　 02.幸福的风
　　作词：陶晶莹作曲：谢布暐
　　
　　以为我永远只能一个人生活
　　孤单地快乐哀愁
　　偶尔可以伪装潇洒自由
　　心里慌了起来自己喝酒
　　
　　以为你只是一个美丽的偶然
　　垂怜我不经意降落
　　谁知道你不同谁知道你不走
　　拥抱著我说终于找到了我
　　
　　你看穿我的冷漠亲吻我的烦忧
　　不在乎我曾经的错
　　如果不是你的款款温柔
　　还以为真爱只是一个传说
　　
　　请相信我的承诺虽然有点笨拙
　　但我看见幸福的风
　　如果我把我的手放在背后
　　愿不愿意牵著一起走
　　
　　愿不愿意牵著到最后
　　
03.鸽子 (其实这鸽子的词我并不喜欢，我也不喜欢鸽子，他们的粪很毒的！)
作词：郑中庸作曲：林迈可
　　
我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子
确定方向不会迷失
跟著快乐王子
一起寻找幸福的地址
　　
我们是永远充满爱的鸽子
迎著风张开双翅
保持优美的滑翔姿势
Forever就是我们的坚持
　　
有一种感动　她的名字叫念旧 [这里开始的曲很好听~有点rap!]
就算衬衫有点皱　球鞋有点破
就算乡音有点难懂　我却是情有独钟
尤其是这一路陪伴的老朋友
放下沈重（的）包袱　心灵从此解脱
换上夹脚拖鞋　双脚重获自由
最难过的难过　我也已经度过
不要忘记　我们曾想要飞翔的梦
　　
我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子（向蓝天的鸽子）
确定方向不会迷失（不会迷失）
跟著快乐王子（跟著我）
一起寻找幸福的地址（寻找幸福的地址）
　　
我们是永远充满爱的鸽子（永远充满爱）
迎著风张开双翅（开双翅）
跟著快乐王子（跟著我）
Forever就是我们的坚持
　　
　　 04. 洋葱
　　作词：阿信（五月天）作曲：阿信（五月天）
　　
　　如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临
　　如果你能听到心碎的声音
　　沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹
　　沉默的让自己像是空气
　　
　　大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心
　　最角落里的我笑得多合群
　　盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品
　　偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己
　　
　　如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
　　你会发现你会讶异
　　你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
　　
　　如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
　　你会鼻酸你会流泪
　　只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
　　
　　听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
　　我和我的绝望装得很风趣
　　我就像一颗洋葱永远是配角戏
　　多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情
　
05.重来好不好
作词：郑中庸作曲：黄韵玲 (这首曲与第11首一样只是词不同，我较喜欢杨宗纬的词！）
　　
夜一屋子的颓废
思念不放手让我睡
你最喜欢听的爵士音乐
慵懒的忧伤的杂念
　　
而我站在照片的左边
快乐离我越来越远
每年这个季节特别有感觉
我好想你想再见你一面
　　
让）我们重来好不好再一次温暖的拥抱
求时间停在这一秒倾听你的耳语心跳
许多事曾经是煎熬回头看突然都明了
用一切换你的微笑
　　
就像在歌的转折总有一些期待
真心才能诠释的爱
　　
　　06. One Day
　　作词：何厚华/杨宗纬作曲：周传雄
　　
　　十二月的某一天阳光显得特别刺眼
　　突然发现已经想不起你的脸
　　抬起头墙上时钟告诉我和你好久不见
　　提醒著所有一切已经事过境迁
　　
　　虽然说把痛交给时间复原有点肤浅
　　毕竟会这样安慰自己也是在所难免
　　而如今终于能拥抱每个没有你的明天
　　谁也不需说抱歉我们之间划条红线
　　
　　那是道泪水折射以后变成的彩虹
　　投映在我们曾仰望的那片天空
　　当星光点点落在我已久违的笑容
　　那么过去无所谓了
　　
　　抬起头墙上时钟告诉我和你好久不见
　　提醒著所有一切已经事过境迁
　　
　　虽然说把痛交给时间复原有点肤浅
　　毕竟会这样安慰自己也是在所难免
　　而如今终于能拥抱每个没有你的明天
　　谁也不需说抱歉我们之间划条红线
　　
　　那是道泪水折射以后变成的彩虹
　　投映在我们曾仰望的那片天空
　　当星光点点落在我已久违的笑容
　　那么过去无所谓了
　　
　　会不会有一天想起过去我们的腼腆
　　才更懂珍惜那段太羞涩的岁月
　　当星光点点落在我已久违的笑容
　　更加思念和你之间
　
07. 谁会改变我
作词：吴向飞作曲：KEVIN & SEAN KUMAR（KSK）
　　
眼神会让人迷惑
只有这颗心没变过
生活可以讽刺我
但是可惜你没有资格
　　
我的另一面用手比划
一二三四情歌放下
就在这一刻用脚说话
一二三四这一秒无限放大
　　
谁会改变我一直挂在脸上温和的肤色
谁会改变我一路默默走来遇到的作曲折
　　
不知道要说什么就不要去说什么
保持适当沉默已经是我习惯的动作
不会解释什么不会再为爱扑火
不会了从前那个我已死了
　　
谁会改变我为了帮助别人伤害到自我
谁会改变我特立独行一直学不会迎合
　
说了什么都不做一定什么都不做
失望还是难过现在对我是一种幽默
不会幻想什么不会再过分自责
不会了现在这个我才是我
　　
哦……不知道该怎么做却又需要选择
记得让另一个你复活有一个一定是对的
生活给了我什么我就接受什么
活在真实存在的世界是快乐是难过
　　
　　 08.存爱 （整专辑里我的最爱！！）
　　作词：郑中庸/周佳佑作曲：温伟杰
　　
　　爱情是一本存摺零存快乐
　　每天查询有多少的余额
　　你设下难猜密码把自己所锁著
　　既然给你的我就不会舍不得
　　
　　我没有藉口去预知你的自由
　　你没有理由为了偿还爱的承诺放弃你的天空
　　
　　爱你很多很多
　　只想存给你快乐却提领更多寂寞
　　存爱存在记忆中
　　回忆它让我富有思念却让我贫穷
　　
　　还有多少青春可以挥霍对爱的执著
　　就让泪水静静慢慢流在蓦然回首
　　
09. 对爱渴望
作词：管启源 作曲：蔡健雅 作曲很好听！！
　　
条件都已放宽精采又怎样
爱情的使用量尽量减半
睡得太晚梦太频繁
别来烦帮个忙
独自呢喃天都快亮又回想
　　
无尽无尽的夜晚不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有多疯狂原来只是精神上
对爱渴望那么向往那么困难
　　
早适应了孤单孤单不怎样
爱人的使用量尽量健康
睡得太晚梦太频繁
别来烦帮个忙
独自呢喃天都快亮又回想
　　
无尽无尽的夜晚不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有多疯狂原来只是形式上
对爱渴望那么向往那么困难
　
对爱渴望对爱渴望那么向往那么困难
对爱渴望对爱渴望
　　
　　 10. 回忆沙漠
　　作词：易家扬作曲：李伟菘
　　
　　可能是寂寞让人闯祸我的心破了个洞
　　时间的酒我喝很多
　　醒来后思念来的那么凶
　　
　　想她的时候云在滚动往事却不肯随风
　　今天的我孤单生活
　　每一步都踏在烈日中
　　
　　回忆沙漠不堪折返回头我喊了一声祝福她听见没有
　　没有明天的人哪怕寂寞别管我要往哪里走
　　回忆沙漠烙下脚印真多恐怕这世界上的人也忘了我
　　我会解脱也许几年以后会看见另一片绿洲
　　
　　我渴望雨天可是没用谁能陪我走一走
　　爱我的人失去联络谢谢她肯把昨天还给我
　　
11. 你看
作词：杨宗纬作曲：黄韵玲
　　
路越走越苦越腐烂
剩下从无到有的明白
这世界好坏有太多姿态
要我拿梦来交换
　　
转弯寻个方向躲起来
默许被污染的应该
坚持在澎湃好想大声喊
不要没收我对纯真的依赖
　　
你看那四季的剪裁你看那寒暑的编排
你看那生命的色彩就算哭了也不能重来
有一天你平静去看会发现自己有多狭窄
睁开眼还是面对黑暗
我知道你内心的深海依然湛蓝
那为什么会没有爱
　　
你看多余的空白会有温暖细细填满
你看我身上的羽毛透过歌声慢慢闪耀
有一天你平静去看会感觉自己变得慷慨
才恍然感动已活过来

爱抽烟的你可要小心了~

2007-12-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

肺癌和抽烟是情侣。当你享受着那吞云吐雾时，是否有想过你可能患上肺癌呢？或者你身旁的爱人因你也患肺癌？老师说要是上帝给你选一种癌症，睪丸癌往往好过肺癌。肺癌是来势汹汹的，知道时往往已经散播到不知哪里了，所剩的寿命 最短3个月（没医治的话）最长1年（有治疗的话）。

要是你现在只剩一年（12个月--也不知能完成什么），你是不是后悔当初要是在一年内尝试戒烟那该多好呢?

成功戒烟，你得的就不是一年那么短了。年纪轻轻的你还有很多梦想要去追，为何让这恶魔给捆绑？！

希望你看了我忙中抽空而为你写的这篇文章，不要辜负你家人对你期望，开始戒烟吧！！

肺癌比睪丸癌来得糟因为散播快又摸不到硬块。如果散播快了，要切掉你的肺也不可能了！

这不是个笑话，好好想想吧~

如果你还在犹豫要不要戒烟，你的肺可能早已像上面的x光了。

告诉你，12个月不可能完成什么的，只有筹备丧礼而已。不要再吸烟了，好吗?

你生气想说“顶你个肺”时，可能没肺给你顶了~

给圣诞老人的

2007-12-15T23:46:00.001+08:00

圣诞老人你好！当你忙着在各大百货市场与人合照时，可不可抽空在圣诞节那晚把我要的礼物塞满我预备好的大红袜？不能也要一定能，不然我告你失职！！

这是我要的礼物：~

毕业袍一件、毕业帽一顶、毕业证一卷、毕业照一张、全家福5张笑脸。

我已买超大号的袜子了，一定能装得下的，你一定要来喔~

我已帮你祈祷路程顺顺利利了，不要让我失望喔~

那晚圣诞晚会送一捆日历，我们都把它当毕业证卷了~ 谢谢林圣听uncle!

ELLA Enchanted

2007-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

为了下载新戏enchanted,随意发现了这部waltdisney戏剧，喜欢魔法世界的你应该会喜欢这部片。这部戏是叙述被下了obedience spell的女孩与她的爱情故事。魔法世界总是有预想不到的惊喜，这就是我爱看的。看看一下，然后告诉我好看吗。。这部不是2007enchanted 那部喔~

Ratatoullie

2007-12-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Ratatouille--> dish of stewed vegetables: a dish of stewed vegetables, originally from southern France, usually consisting of tomatoes, onions, peppers, aubergines, and courgettes cooked slowly in olive oil.

这是一部小老鼠成为名厨师的卡通片。我很爱食物尤其那些很耗时弄的食物，但我不会煮，笨到连煎个蛋厨房都会着火。这戏要传达的讯息是每个人都能把梦想实现，有梦就会成功，使我也得向小老鼠看齐，努力去实现我的梦想。你的梦想实现了吗？